But not totally over, I guess, because of the two (2) remaining subjects, Pharmacology and Psychiatry which were postponed to the coming week. I do not know if the postponement of the exam is beneficial or not though we do not have classes this coming Monday because of the Sinulog festival 2011. Surely, everybody are expected to be going out, shopping, enjoying the crowd, and a lot more. *sigh*Thinking of those exams, the medical life itself in my second year, I am really really nervous and having my legs cracking if I’d be able to wear my hospital uniform and scrubs to be used in third year. My mum used to ask me lately when to end our classes because we both are planning for great vacay. But, me, myself, personally is in doubt whether to accept my mum’s offer – a vacay, or not. She even asked me when and where to buy medical scrubs for hospital rotations for the third year. My grades, as I recently evaluated those, in some subjects are not too good. Though not low, I’m afraid to have those lower and might be failed. These things worry me a lot.
I know worrying can cause me to get more depressed and stressed. I am just hoping that I would have no failing grades this second year so I could still enroll third year and do rotational duties as a regular medical student.