Few days after the worst day I ever had in my life happened, I told myself that depression medicines or medication pills are very costly and surely, I and my family can’t afford to buy them for a span of time for me. With that humorous thoughts, I always dictate my heart and mind to better buy Engl, play and celebrate songs of worship for Him rather than staying so negative to these very heart-deepening things around me.
Up until now, until this very moment that I am writing this blog, I am still not fully feeling well. Things are still in chaos but still hoping I could recover and fight through all these. God willing.